its my party and i'll cry if i want to...

but i won't, because i'm making jordan's party the best one EVER!! i finished his invitations last night and i absolutely love them. they're really cute and i made them, so that makes them extra special for me.

i feel like it can't get here soon enough, but in reality, its only 53 days away. even though that seems like a long time - its not.

anyway....weddings. kylea's wedding is on saturday (HolyCrapItsSoSoon) and i have my dress, my shoes, a beautiful pearl ring/earrings/necklace and i know how i'm doing my make up and nails. now i just need to figure out how i'm gonna do my hair. any suggestions?

and my little bestie, shawna's wedding is the first week of october. i can't believe it! but i'm happy she's with who she's with. she hasn't had the best of luck with men and this one is like her knight in shining armor. so, i'm happy!

but i must admit, i kind of feel like i'm left out or something. of all the girls that i grew up with, after this weekend, i'll be the only unmarried one. it makes me a little sad (because i'm also the oldest) but i'd rather be not married than married to someone that isn't right for me. and in all honesty...i really don't ever see myself married. i mean, don't get me wrong...i would love to be married! but i just don't think that its going to to happen for me. we'll see. i don't want to be or sound cynical, but i guess i am.

well, i didn't expect to take this turn in this little entry. surprise!

p.s.

i think this is the first blog i've posted without a picture...eee gads.