i wrote this in facebook note a while back, but i was reading it today and it just made me realize that i need to snap out of this stupid man induced funk. i don't need him. i don't need anyone. the only person in this world that i need to love me, is my son. he is my world and i love him more than i could ever express. anyway, here it is...
i was created to be a mother. the love that fills my heart and seeps through my veins at the mere thought of my child is overwhelming. it swallows me whole, and suffocates me in it's tender, loving embrace. being a mother has opened my eyes, and my heart, to a world beyond myself. a vast new realm of possibilities and emotions i never imagined i would be capable of. the fact that a boy, whose whole existence is drenched in innocence, can hold every piece of my heart amazes and humbles me. the thought that there was a child growing and developing inside of me, that depends on me for every aspect of their newly formed life, brings me to my knees in awe struck wonder. i am a mother. i live, breathe, and die for my baby boy. this was my fate and my destiny. i was made to be 'Mommy'.
so there's that.
time to get back to party planning!!!!!
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