sugarbean is 9 months old today! its so crazy...he's been alive the same length of time it took me to grow him. (by the way, how COOL is it that we womenfolk get to GROW HUMANS?!?!) anyway, i'm sad that he's getting bigger and nearing the year mark already *sheds a mommy tear* but at the same time, his birthday is getting closer and i have so many cool things planned for that birthday party. lemme tell ya....
today also happened to be kylea's bridal shower. it ran a little long, but it was still fun. we got to design wedding dresses out of toilet paper and got to watch kylea play a really funny game :) then, on the way home, we stopped at david's bridal and picked up my dress and went to see where her wedding is going to be. soooo pretty.
BUT...there is also a not so fun part. apparently, this wedding is a "no children of any age allowed" kind of a wedding. which puts me in a really tough position. i agreed to be in her wedding party before i knew that i wasn't going to be able to bring my kid. had i known that would be the case, i would've said no. she keeps saying its not personal and blah blah blah and i know its not, but it feels like it is. i told her that would be like me telling her that she can't bring her husband to something. i just feel like i'm not welcome because jordan isn't. he's the biggest part of me and if he can't be there, i don't feel like i should either. i don't know. its all a very sticky situation. i've known her for 23 years and its just irritating mostly. BLAH!
in other news...i have a crush, but unfortunately, he's getting on my nerves too, ha ha!
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