last night, i went on a daddy-daughter date with my dad (obviously) we went to a mr. boogie woogie concert. it was a great concert but here's my problem. when you're at a bar trying to watch someone play the piano, it becomes difficult when there's a dance floor in FRONT of all the chairs. we sat on the side and i kept getting whacked in the head by some annoying wanna be dancers. after the 2nd time, i put my arm up and they ran into that instead. i should have tripped them.
i digress....
so, jordan turned 6 months old yesterday. i can hardly believe how fast the time is going. it went by so quickly when i was pregnant, but this is NOTHING compared to that. He's sitting up by himself, he pulls up on me to stand, he smiles and laughs and cries and he's beautiful. everyone says he looks like me, but i just don't see it. but at least i don't see HIM in jordan's face either. sometimes i think about it and i'm left in amazement at how something so violent and evil could render someone so perfect and innocent. i wish he could stay like this forever, but i know he has to grow up and forge his own life. i think that will be the hardest part of motherhood...letting go. i can't believe i'm already thinking about this. yeesh.
in other news, jordan has his 6 month well baby check up today. which means shots and lots of 'em. *sad face* so i'm sure there will be an update to this post later on today.
****back from the doctor's appointment. results? 16 lbs 5 oz and 27 in long. 5 shots = very grumpy baby****
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